My fanfic – Thank God…

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Thank God…

rating: K+

condition: complete

genre:angst/romance

author: Mia

beta reader: 7Ace

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I’m dead! I knew I’m dead right after hearing she cried.

“André, are you leaving me behind?”

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I saw her sitting in front of the church, I saw her cough hoarsely and repeatedly, I saw her rolling over on the ground…

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What’s happening, Oscar? Do you have some secrets from me?

I saw her run on the bridge, I saw her fight with the soldiers, I saw her horse die…the horse was always with her since she joined the military, the horse she had ridden the first time she practiced, with my help…

I saw her cry…

What’s happening, Oscar? You always have your self-possession, don’t lose it now, you need it; your men need it…

“Is everything over now, André?”

I heard her whisper.

“No, Oscar, this is not over! This is not over until the revolution ends. This is not over until we win; this is not over until you win…”

I shouted at the top of my voice, but it was a silent voice…

And I saw Alain come to her.

And I saw them both leave.

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Thank God, she wasn’t alone, even without me…

I saw her at the battlefield; I saw how august, how impressive, how sublime, how respectable, how beautiful she was…

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I saw she had been shot, I saw her fall on the ground.

My heart would stop beating if it was still beating…

“Oscar!”

I shouted at the top of my voice, but it was a silent voice…

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And I saw Alain come to her.

I saw him carry her to the infirmary.

I saw him stop for a second. I saw the white flag on top of the Bastille…

I saw doctors, I saw Rosalie, I saw Bernard…

And thank God, I saw her still alive!

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I saw her lying on the bed.

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I saw her call my name over and over.

I saw her cry every night.

I wanted to embrace her in my arms.

I wanted to hold her hand by my hands if I still could move them…

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I saw Alain hold her hand.

I saw Rosalie cry with her.

Thank God, she wasn’t alone, even without me…

I saw time pass and the war ended.

I saw her living in a small house at Arras.

I saw her sitting on the meadow and enjoying the sunrise, alone…

I saw her stop calling my name over and over.

I saw her stop crying in the night.

I saw her forgetting me…

Thank God, she forgot me and kept on living…

I felt like my heart would break into pieces if it still was not disintegrated in the cremation…

But…

Thank God…

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I saw her cough.

I saw her blood.

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What’s happening, Oscar? Do you have some secrets from me?

I saw her lying on the bed.

I saw doctors.

I saw the heads shake.

What’s happening, Oscar? Do you have some secrets from me?

I saw her cough, I saw her blood, I saw Rosalie, I saw Bernard

And I saw Alain’s face turn pale…

What’s happening, Oscar? Do you have some secrets from me?

I saw her look at me

“Are you there, André?”

I heard she ask.

“You can see me?”

I saw she raise her hand to me

I touched her hand, the first time after all these years, I touched her hand

The first time after all these years, I could feel her skin again

And…

Thank God that she still remember me…

I heard Rosalie shout “No” over and over, the moment I her your hand…

And I wake up.

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I’m still holding her hand.

I’m still holding her body in my arms.

I still can feel her breath.

I see we are still in the forest.

I see we are still lying on the grass.

I see she wake up and smile with me.

I see she kiss me, so sweet, so tender and so warm.

I see that was just a dream…

Thank God, that was just a dream.

Thank God…

Thank God…

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The end

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10 thoughts on “My fanfic – Thank God…

  1. I was cry!!!So sad!!I wish Oscar and Andre would be together 4ever but the story was over!…I had 5 minute to make sure that Oscar and Andre are gone !!!OMG…!!Their Love is so romantic and so sweet!!!I cannot stop my tears dropping!!

  2. “Thank God, she forgot me and kept on living… I felt like my heart would break into pieces if it still not disintegrated in the cremation… But… Thank God…”

    Bloody hell, when I read this, it was my heart that broke into pieces. How do you do to write something so sad in so few words?

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